But Can You Feel Me?

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Mon, 21 Dec 2009 13:24:12 -0500

Before the year is up

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 11:00:00 -0500

I’m going to write a long ass recap of the year for me. Not for reading entertainment or anything like that, but this year was by far my most memorable. Alot of lessons learned and milestones for myself. I got arrested (crazy right? that still blows my mind) ,my first heartbreak,lost a close friend,realized who my real friends were,firsts were made, moved back home,& truly had reality checks. A year ago I could not imagine where I’d be right now. Only now, I believe it is for the better. I know it and I can only imagine what will be happening with the upcoming year. I’m ready,excited, and I want to take everything in stride with the lessons and knowledge I’ve acquired. Tah,I still have alot to learn. I’m aware at how much I don’t know. I feel like writing it all out will be some type of closure and release to some of the events that has happened. Also, I don’t want to repeat some of these issues that I’ve dealt with nor reference it in 2010. I want to leave be in this year and move on-repeating things can get to be played out, ya know.

fuckyeahslowjams: Until - Musiq Soulchild I love,love,love this...

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 09:55:15 -0500

fuckyeahslowjams:

Until - Musiq Soulchild

I love,love,love this song.

nathanieljames:

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 09:49:00 -0500

nathanieljames:

I laughed.

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 11:25:38 -0500

I laughed.

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Sun, 20 Dec 2009 11:06:43 -0500

ticketsandpassports: sometimes, removing people from your life is a GOOD thing.

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 00:33:19 -0500

ticketsandpassports:

sometimes, removing people from your life is a GOOD thing.

I don’t know. I don’t know. I. don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t...

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 23:40:00 -0500

I don’t know. I don’t know. I. don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.

I wish I had a wise old guru I could just hit up whenever I did not know the answer’s and was confused. I don’t want to learn the hard way and at the same time I do not want to miss out. This doesn’t even make sense to me, hence the I don’t know.

I want to talk to a completely new person. One who has no idea who I am- a nightlong conversation where we just talk-I’ve never been one to keep in constant contact with friends like I could and the relationships formed with my closest friends have felt stale and slightly empty as of late.

I also feel with me sharing some things, I would be judged thus me creating a type of barrier holding back. Its cool being in solitude at times to recollect and gather thoughts for yourself-but it has more “clarity” once written out or shared with someone.

Right now-especially with me not doing anything and being alone,it only makes some thoughts that I avoid,arise and its a nuisance to try a suppress-because they cannot. I’m rambling right now-maybe I should just dial random ass numbers til I get a person down for a conversation. I’m dumb,I’m going to bed.

Tundae.

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 22:55:39 -0500

Tundae.

marzgotsoul: Jamiroquai - Black Capricorn Day (J. Dilla Remix)

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 14:25:18 -0500

marzgotsoul:

Jamiroquai - Black Capricorn Day (J. Dilla Remix)

Spent the day christmas shopping and all that good stuff. This year, my mom wasn’t down for...

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 22:33:00 -0500

Spent the day christmas shopping and all that good stuff. This year, my mom wasn’t down for dealing with a obnoxious ass group of people turning the mall, stores and roads into a jungle. So she just gave me a wad of cash to get what I want and to just wrap it up,put in under the tree and on Christmas day,act like I haven’t seen any of it before. My momma and her creativity.

luvsick: Hurry up and wait. That’s what’s going on right now....

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 00:28:00 -0500

luvsick:

Hurry up and wait. That’s what’s going on right now. We’ve started the induction process and now we just have to see what little momma wants to do. I have my husband, mom and dad here so that is making all of this humorous/comforting. Everyone has their duties. Shakir is responsible for my chapstick. Mom is on hair duty and dad is on ice chips. This should be interesting.

(via asongforharlem)

I’m so happy for you! Tumblin while in labor like an o.g.! Good wishes:)

wouldbekilla

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 00:25:00 -0500

You sound like my ass 2 weeks ago. I was feeling like a crapchild. Go get some strong coffee and instead of redbull,get those mini powershots-they are nasty as hell,but truly work. Maybe walk outside for a second and “wooh-sahh” and as tempting as it is, get off of tumblr/facebook/whatever-you’re not missing nothing, trust. At this point even if you barely made it-you’ll be able to make a passing grade,so you won’t have to deal with a repeat class. This shit wasn’t designed for art majors anyway.Focus and you’ll do fine.

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Thu, 17 Dec 2009 23:53:00 -0500

ticketsandpassports: (via fuckyeahblackbeauties) maaan...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 15:08:57 -0500

ticketsandpassports:

(via fuckyeahblackbeauties)

maaan listen….AND she paints.

Haha,oh yea? Talk about surprise on the dashboard. Got me cheesin over here:)

Finally,my dumb ass college got it right!

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 12:41:08 -0500

their factory ass systems finally got my transcripts. Now F.I.T. can receive my complete application. Thank you God!

I still won’t get the stick out of my ass until I know if I’ve been accepted or not though. I should chill probably.

touba: “Aum is the sound of the infinite. Aum is said to be the...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 10:29:01 -0500

touba:

“Aum is the sound of the infinite. Aum is said to be the essence of all mantras and Vedas, the highest of all mantras or divine word. By sound and form, AUM symbolizes the infinite Brahman and the entire universe.

A stands for Creation.
U stands for Preservation.
M stands for Destruction or dissolution. This represents the Trinity of God in Hindu dharma (Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva).

The three portions of AUM relate to the states of waking, dream and deep sleep and the three guans (rajas, satva, tamas). The three letters also indicate three planes of existence, heaven, earth and the netherworld. AUM can represent all the words produced by the human vocal organ. A is produced by the throat, U & M by the lips. In the Vedas, AUM is the sound of the Sun, the sound of Light. It is the sound of assent. It has an upward movement and uplifts the soul, as the sound of the divine eagle or falcon.”

nathanieljames: Electric Relaxation | Hidden Beach...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 08:45:20 -0500

nathanieljames:

Electric Relaxation | Hidden Beach Recordings
originally by A Tribe Called Quest

Relax yourself, please settle down.

life is too short to be hatin' on stuff.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 00:17:00 -0500

(via gregenemy)

I’m sayin.

“Ain’t Nothing Like Hip Hop” I wish this...

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 20:58:13 -0500

“Ain’t Nothing Like Hip Hop”

I wish this melody was longer,its really smooth